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There are some things that people might not know about you… and it's not because they're such a scandalous secret: you just never bothered to tell anybody about it.

My senior year of college, I woke up in places that had weird names such as Weddington, Watts and Elm Springs¹. Often, the morning would greet me as I slept in the backseat of my car with cold 5:00 AM air and a mean headache as a result of spending the better portion of the evening in an uncomfortable, cold vehicle. I would wake up in these unique locations because I was getting away from what I thought at the time was a colossal mistake. I'm not really in the elaborating mood right now. I feel like skipping to the end and telling you the lesson that I learned.²

We can only be as good as the rest of the world will let us be, and we can't blame the rest of the world for not letting us be good to it. I've been so mixed up thinking that the world's been doing me wrong while trying to do me good that I've been too blind to see how my efforts to do good aren't appreciated.

1. I once woke up in my car in Tulsa the day after the Rockies beat the Padres in The Tie Breaker, but that was not on purpose.
2. I realise that that's leaving a large hole in the narrative, but make up whatever you want to make up: it's probably going to be more interesting than the truth.